I've been hesitating to write for a couple of days. I have a couple of half-finished posts that just weren't coming together. At first I thought it was because I didn't have any stories to tell. My week has been terribly void of remarkable stories though full of trips to the beach, the pool and the gym. I felt like writing them down was resigning myself to being a mommy with an insipid life. So it wasn't that I didn't have the stories, it was that I didn't want to document them because I was afraid of what they would show. That's also tricky because I like who I am. I like the life I have. (he's a pic of Claire's post-beach hair)
One of the reasons I started this blog was because I missed the act of writing. Like a muscle I had left too long unused, I felt like my ability to write was sloppy and weak. I have loved the exercise and I feel like my writing is getting stronger. This blog is helping me to be a better writer.
Some day I will start working on other stories, but for right now the story that I have chosen to tell is my own and I need to be comfortable with the subject matter. My life may consist of trips to the beach, pool and library but I can find interesting ways to talk about them and somewhere in there is a good story.
In an attempt to embrace the story of my own life, I now present the undocumented tales of the week:
1) Did you know I make my own yogurt now? True. Weird, but cheap and delicious and true.
2) Claire's new love is banana applesauce mini muffins and yesterday she ate 4 at one sitting so I could probably start making them normal size but there is something so darling about a chubby little hand holding a tiny muffin and trying to shove the whole thing in her mouth at once
3) I went in for my deep root cleaning this week (that's where the dig into your gums and clean the roots of your teeth--gross, I know.) And two days later my jaw is still sore. There was a whole dental disaster and I was crying when I left the office because I had been in the office for 3 hours and still left without my permanent crown (That means ANOTHER dental visit!!! ahhhhhh)
4) We switched to 1 nap a day instead of 2 which means that we're hitting the gym at 8 in the morning instead of 11. Sadly, we've said goodbye to the mafia and the older men working out in pleated kakis but we've said hello to the older Orthodox Jewish man who works out in full Orthodox regalia and skull candy headphones. The gym just gets better and better.
5) I got a new job at church. It's going to be time intensive and maybe a little stressful but I'm excited.
6) Claire has been through a major right of passage for a girl. First pony-tail ever. (not everyone can pull off the side pony but I think she does it with just the right amount of pzazz)
I love your blog. And you are anything but insipid. Nobody is going to knock you for going to the beach. Well, maybe out of jealousy.
ReplyDeleteAnd cute girl with a cute pony.
Claire's hair pics are awesome! And the pony tail is a pretty big milestone, congrats!
ReplyDeleteYou are going to do great at your new "church job" for sure!
You are making your OWN yogurt?! I didn't even know that was possible :)
Life in all its complex simplicity. I loved this post.
ReplyDeleteI love this post too. Please do not stop writing about your everyday life stuff! I feel like I know what's going on with you! And that's important!
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